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You know a little honestly goes a long way. If you live for the moment and live as if everyday is your last, that's great! only problem is you don't die or go away, and your left with the feelings you had on thoes days, you were living for the moment.
I agree with the all or nothing attitude. I feel the same way, you need to have a very serious talk with her. You need to explane how and why you feel this way!! Be honest with yourself, and her. Maybe she feels the same way, maybe she doesn't, you will never find out till you explane yourself to her.
Let her know she is what you are willing to die for! She may not feel the same but if she doesn't you have cleared the "air." Plus you have also allowed yourself to heal for doing this and excused yourself from being her "lap dog!"
This won't be easy to do but if will be the most refreshing way to deal with this awakward situation. It will also help you move on with your life if she rejects you. I sincerely hope for your sake that it works out for you!!! I think by putting your cards on the table will also help her with her feelings toward you.
Good luck!! Let us know how it goes. TJ
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